I sit alone as a man with the cold anxiety of death upon me,

Toes tingling with an icy sting, eyes bloodshot and heavy,

A nauseous surge upwelling in my abdomen and pressing upward

To my throat, where an acrid burn catches me in happy moments

And harks my mind back to my present dreary state.

Ode to the Forest

O dark Forest! Arcane Forest!
What veilest thou 'neath Cimmerian shadows?
What dost thou hide ‘hind lichen mottled stones?
Haunted forest, the home of fairy and elven folk,
witty petite beings to whom none of the trivialities
Of the world have relevance; the home of song birds
with no errands in the day but to fill the crisp air
with gentle melodies.
But too the dwelling place of monsters, crooked fiends
who barge through the woodland snapping branches
and announcing their approach with a metrical
Stride – gongan godes yrre bær, gongan godes...
Beasts who stalk with grime filled claws which scratch
across the soft needle floor, foam trickling down from tongues
and over yellow fangs before coagulating into a scaly
crust on the horrid creatures’ pelts.
O, the wondrous things thou containeth shadowy Forest,
home of the fizzing brooke! How it cascades and tumbles
so elegantly over stick and stone, its pure, crystalline, holy
water a conduit for a solitary speckled leaf, colored a yellow
as brilliant as the sun, but tainted with patches of black.
Your splendor in imperfection, O Forest, umbrage filled
place where man can hide from the trifling quarrels of society.
That thou shall forever maintain thy stygian splendor!

Ode to a Crow

Oh, crow! How thou glidest on
lofty jet wings, floating easefully
across unseen currents before settling
onto the crooked limbs of a piñon, branches
inky against the orange horizon like
snaking tributaries of a river.
If I could but soar as thou dost!

I sit like a lion on his perch, an eagle
nestled on the cliff side, my eyes
surveying the city below me -- a creation of man --
stretching seemingly without end until its path is halted by
blue megaliths, an impenetrable boundary, natural borders
rising majestically and silent in their grandeur.
The largest masses in my line of sight are born of Mother
Nature; all creations of mankind will fade, dissolve into
nothingness, yet the mountain upon which I sit is
eternal, menacing and staring ever downward.

Like the ardent afternoon’s sun, taken
And scattered, sprinkled across the seas expanse
Reflecting in a thousand glowing fractions,
the crests of tiny waves, your smile.
A springtime meadow dotted with
Wildflowers, numerous and diverse, unique
Shades of color, all shining in warm sunlight.
A light breeze, a zephyr, lifts the hair from your shoulders
And plays the charming locks into the air, the strands
Gliding peacefully in the wind, music in motion,
Like notes escaped off the page, tossed
Gently about in the current.
The reddest of roses, robust, its pedals
Fitted so perfectly to one another, one rose pressed
Amongst twelve, a burgundy burst of elegance,
The deep-staining red striking. Or perhaps just a letter,
Everything I want you to know printed, the
collection of my inner thoughts and embarrassed
Attempts to do no more than just be with you.
The fire’s flickering fingers, old joints cracking,
The flame of passion, keeps me warm through the night
And functions as a beacon of hope – for I need hear no more
Than the utterance of thy name and the
fire in the lighthouse of hope is rekindled,
hope that land is near.

Nu

Fall into the ocean, into
The sea, the grim, murky
Black depths enveloping, a thick
blanket devoid of light,
a place where the sun – bright
and scorching – cannot go,
the same sun which slays men
in the Sahara and bleaches
their bones, dehydrating them to
a powdery brittleness.Fall into the ocean
Where the sun cannot reach, where
multi-ocular, electrical creatures
glide along, sliding eerily – effortlessly –
through the thick black ink. The
last unexplored frontier, a
place where man in his
blind insolence cannot go,
much like the sun – two
powerful entities but only
one of them eternal: Amun Ra,
Akhenaten’s monotheistic lord,
The pharaoh’s cataclysmic decision that
The sun was omnipotent, but when
The thin layers of pomp
And panoply are peeled away
The truth is unveiled; Poseidon’s
Trident is plunged into the
Belly of Helios, the sun’s chariot left powerless,
Wheels spinning aimlessly, the sun
Unable to run it rose-tipped fingers
Along the sandy seafloor and
Carve designs and patterns,
Swirl his nails playfully
Like a child’s toes on the beach. No,
The sea remains arcane, a treasure chest, locked and
Without key, the only means of opening which
Has been lost to all mankind, dropped
Nonchalantly from some seacraft, descending for
An eternity until its journey finally
Reaches its finish, the bronze key
Striking the ocean’s bottom,
A silent moment of impact
Upon sand, lost forever in depths of murky blue.

Writer's Block

My brain is dull and drab, gases bubbling
In my stomach, proceeding
Upward to the pit of
my throat where an
acrid burn stings, bright
pale paper glaring upward
with its blank authority,
strength in nothingness, a
type of boredom, mocking me,
teasing with hints of
slowly becoming filled,
black worms crawling and
burrowing themselves into
the white bare landscape,
but then again the burning.

My soul cries out, shouting
And screaming madly
In the midst of a
Great lake, legs squirming
And kicking, arms flailing
Wildly about, every last
Drop of strength expended
To keep myself afloat,
But ever sinking, my
Attempts to tread the
Soul-chilling water useless,
My limbs slowly turning to
Lead, pulling me evermore
Downward, the water inching
Up my neck. I take my
Last breath and let out
One more howl, one last
Cry for help, but your name
Is never heard, drowned and
Lost in the soundless void.

Rage of Achilles

Anger, the blinding rage
of Achilles, my insides churning
and the flame of my hate
Slowly being kindled until it
Glows a vile red, fire,
shaking and tense, an excess
Of pressure trapped inside, wanting
Nothing but to burst, explode
Outward and send the source
Of my anger flying backward, hit
By the force of a boulder,
Graceful in its plummeting.
To smash the skull, bones crunched,
Left limp and crushed beneath the
Rock’s enormity. A scream
Which brings me back, the glaring
Futility of my fury, salt to a wound,
An unreasonable explosion of emotion,
Infantile yet undeniably human,
An imperfection encoded on the hearts of men.

Sparkle

A sparkle – more luminous than
a spark – the twinkling of a star,
a sweet song to put a child
to sleep, an echo of light waves
twisted and warped, transmogrified into
miniature specs of pink and blue, glistening
in a dusting of snow laid gently across a set of
stone steps, each stair produces a new
sparkle, shining and daintily flaunting itself,
lasting only an instant before disappearing
forever. The snow, likewise will not
endure; it will vanish, white fluff turned to water,
melted to a puddle which catches
a ray of the sun – a sparkle once more.

Pangloss

All is as it should be.
The sun still rises,
thewaves crest and fall, some
Far off lunar energy pulling
Them into shore, the
Apple tree still blossoms, soft
Pink petals materializing from
Some insignificant pale green bud,
Nourished by the soil, enriched by death.
Clouds float lazily through
The sky in a place where it
Is still blue, a rich, pure
color, silent white megaliths;
Jays squawk to one another,
Singing a song for no reason
Other than the creation of
Music – vibrations of beauty, a
Song which finds its way through
The pure, crisp air before landing gently
Upon the eardrums of some unsuspecting being:
Man.